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30 November 2011 @ 02:05 pm
when the snow lay round about, deep and crisp and even.  
Oh hi Livejournal, forgot to crosspost this. OOPS.

I have been deep, deep into self-loathing mode for the past couple of weeks, at least as far as singing (and acting, and Oh God What Am I Doing With My Life Someone Please Just Throw Me Off A Cliff So I Don't Need To Make Decisions) goes. Which is why I haven't been updating, despite the fact that yet more progress has been made on the Secret Government Eggo Project and the Christmas show goes up this weekend.

I figured no-one would want to hear about how yet another session went by where I started off with the highest of hopes but then plummeted back down into the valley of self-loathing and decided to call off the project entirely, only to have a fight with PC and decide not to abandon it after all. I figured no-one would want to hear yet again about how I loathe the sound of my own singing voice. And I'm probably right, so that's the last of it (FOR NOW, she intoned ominously).

So! Progress actually HAS been made on the SGEP, and this week we're looking to work almost every day to get my contributions (such as they are) all wrapped up. And then the magic of trying to make it sound good starts, a task that I do not envy. (Hahaha I lied about being done with the self-loathing.)

This weekend is the first weekend of the Christmas show - yay! We have dress rehearsal on Thursday and then the show starts again! I am looking forward to it, while also trying to keep an ear to the ground for anything that might be coming up soon. I am enjoying this - I mean, come on, I'm getting paid to play a teenaged Amy March at this point and sit around a beautiful historical house for a couple of hours in costume - but I look forward to getting to audition for things again, as well.

Oh, and someone contacted me about - essentially - doing photoshoots for a graphic novel, which might be interesting! I have to do a little bit of research and then also dig up my high-quality headshots to send along (as an "audition"). Note to self: remember to do that tonight. That might be fun, if I did get it!

Tonight, though, PC and I get down to business to defeat the huns to finish up the SGEP. I will stay positive! I will, I will!